Who do you think you are?

I am thinking what should I do with my life. Not now. Where is my path unravelling to? Am I gonna end up being a shop assistant or a wife and mom or a famous one from the A-list? Ar all of them at once?
I wish I knew what is coming, what should I expect, what does the fate bring? I spend so much time being miserable about future, not past or present, but painting a picture in my head - picture of me and all the possibilities that may ever happen to me. Or may not. Even though I know this is wrong I can't stop myself.

Have you ever felt like your brain is in control, not you? There are moments when I get conscious and I say to myself: why am I doing that? Why do I terrorise myself with millions of thoughts?

Sometimes you don't want to be that yourself, sometimes you want to be THIS yourself.